So I missed alot of work because my daughter was sick and then I got sick, and well they fired me, I even took in a DR's note cause I missed so much work, Oh well I'm not too worried about it, I hated the job anyway. Well I was going job hunting a couple weeks ago and Wrecked my cousins truck. My car's water pump went out and it keeps over heating.
So We are having fun times here. Anyway, I have a feeling there is meaning to all this, I really do I have from the start, and My husband is saying no no it's not you just lost the job because of missing so much. But when I got laid off at my one job I did like I know there is a reason for this. It's escaping me as to what it is, BUT I KNOW THERE IS SOMETHING TOO IT.
I'm alot happier then I was, and my husband and I aren't fighting as much, Because I'm not working, I don't want to work right now, I know I have to go get a job sooner or later, But I'd rather go to school first, and so it's looking more and more like I might be able too. Ya'll keep your fingers crossed that I finally get my wish about going to school.
Anyway I'm off to bed now I have to get up early in the morning to go to the OB/GYN for my yearly torture
SageWolf
I always used to think "why me?", it was one disaster after another. I could never understand it, thought how unfair everything was. I was tired from doing too much, not looking after myself, was in an unhappy relationship, having trouble with awful neighbours etc. Then about 18 months ago depression & exhaustion caught up with me. I spent a few weeks in a very black place inside myself. I didn't think I was ever going to come out of it. But slowly I did. I picked myself up & got on with living & a few months later when yet another thing went wrong, I suddenly thought no, I'm not going to get in a state about it. I looked back over my life & realised that every time something had gone majorly wrong in my past, I had come out the other side of it & into a new phase of my life. I came out stronger/wiser. I looked at how I was when I was ill & thought hey, if I got myself out of that mess I can handle this.
DeborahYou are totally right - there IS a reason for it all. You just have to keep that thought with you, that after the dust settles, you realise that you are already standing on the path to a brighter life.
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